Enough is enough.
I’ve decided that I am done putting up with things that no
longer serve me in a positive light. I will no longer put up with situations or
people that make me feel less than who I deserve to be. I am exhausted by the
exertion of caring for people who clearly don’t feel the same way. I am beyond
done with this job that strips me from any happiness; that has repeatedly told
me that what I do here on a daily basis (when there actually is any work at all
to do) is not good enough, not this enough, not that enough.
I AM DONE WITH ALL OF
IT.
In improv we are taught to say Yes and… it’s a way to agree and build on a scene/relationship. I
try to live by this principal in my daily life so I can open myself up to friendships
and opportunities, but seriously? I’m done with that. This coming New Year get
ready for me to say a lot more of the word No.
I’m going to be like a two year old who finally came to terms with the
magical word. I am not going to feel an ounce of guilt for putting myself
first.
Last year I made a little bit of the same declaration and
have stuck to it fairly well. But this is a whole new level of not putting up
with any more bullshit. I’m done. I’m so over it. I’m so beyond over it. I’m
done waking up not wanting the day to start. I’m done not being able to look in
the mirror because I dislike so much of what I see. I’m done draining my life
for a job that gives me the opposite of purpose.
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